RE: Is Obama a Natural Born Citizen? Constititional Crisis Looms
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RobertN - - I am really getting to like you more and more !!!!! You are a trip and can be fairly funny when you want to be. And I do not think you to be "Stupid" .... I wish you wouldn't read out of the Liberals Handbook so much though. I don't have a Conservative Right-Wingers Handbook and everything I say comes straight from my Heart - - unless I Paste a Quote or a Web Page link, what I say is ALL ME, not Rush Limbaugh or Shawn Hannity or any Talking Heads - -
I haven't listened to Rush in more than a Year and Hannity for about a Year ... I already know what they are going to say so why waste my time ??? I would rather listen to Bill Moyers or Charlie Rose or help me, Al Frankin - - at least I get Surprised by them from time to time ... LOL.
I know this is a long Post, but I think you might like reading it. It took me a long long time to Ponder if I should Post it as Written or Not. I mean I am opening up a good bit of my self and I don't like doing that. Oh I will offer up a Tid Bit here and there as to what Tripster is, but to hang it out there like this is not my style - - I like to leave people wondering more than give them Absolutes - - Yet, it will give you an idea of why I am who I am - - I am not apologizing or offering any Excuses for what I have done in my life, I am merely offering an Explanation as best as I can.
What is "Violent" about learning and practicing an Ancient Art of Self Defense that has SAVED MY LIFE MANY TIMES.
And I ain't talking Jet Li Movie Kung Fu either (and I know that Jet Li is the real-deal), but the stuff you see in movies is total crap - - 20 guys are not going to stand around and come at you One-By-One so you can kick the snot out of them - - in the Real World, you do get hit and it Does Hurt, but you don't let the Other Guy Win. We trained with every Hard Core Fighting Technique we could use and only incorporated what would hurt the Most and Hurt the Fastest in a Hand-to-Hand Fight. No Flashy Movie-oid Triple Round House Head Kicks and stupid stuff like that. About the Highest we will kick on a Standing Opponent, is to his Groin and MAYBE to his Stomach/Solar Plexis if it is an Economical Kick that does not leave you open or vulnerable. So all that Hollywood Jive ain't in my Script.
Real Life Hand-to-Hand Fights last about as long as the ones you see in the Bourne Movies and they are Deadly and Intentional (Bourne example meant ONLY to give some semblance of a half-assed, yet Visual Real Life Idea of an Actual Hand-to-Hand fight to the Death) - -
You go in to Kill your Opponent, not to 'Beat Him Up' and you do it as Fast and as Economically as You Possibly Can and you get the hell up and move on. If you are NOT there to Kill your Target, you hurt him as badly as you can to subdue him and you Secure Him to the point of cutting off circulation to limbs, but YOU stay ALIVE at ALL COST. This is no Game and there is no Console Cheat for God Mode - - you Die in my world, you simply lay down and your Soul Leaves your Body … ain't no Tilda Key in Real Life Baby (~)!!!
RobertN - - I guess I do have what some Uninformed Souls would consider a "Handicap" - - I have been trained for 2/3'rds of My Life how to Kill and Maim with Weapons, Explosives, and My Bare Hands and I only know from my Training and Life Experiences. I have done more than just be an Army Soldier in my Life and have had to see and handle some puke nasty things - - but I was trained on how to handle these Puke Nasty Things as they Occurred in Real Time - - they never Trained on how to Live with Them After they Start Eating You Down like Cancer.
It is said that if a Person Does a Thing, even just Practicing that Thing, at least 3000 to 5000 Times, it becomes 1st Nature to that Person for the Rest of His Life. AND the really fooked up thing is, All the Person has to do, is Sit In a Dark Room, Close his Eyes and Think the Motions, Actions, or Processes Thru, 3000 to 5000 times and it is just as good as actually physically doing it for real - - so me reliving my Training and My Past every waking and Sleeping Hour, just reinforces within me, how I must act and how I must React. It is no longer a Choice for me RobertN.
I have been Taught and have Seen these horrible things and have done them 1000 times more than 3000 or 5000 Times - - I am a Product of My Training and I will never be able to NOT BE THAT.
It oozes out of me like Poison and if you think the old me is not still somewhere inside, telling the Trained Me to knock it off, you are mistaken ... but the Trained Me is stronger than the Original Nice Guy I was 40+ Years Ago.
Let me offer you an Example of why Tripster is the way he is and if Just Seeing How Detailed this thing is doesn't give you a hint, then I can't help ya beyond that - ->
You have no Idea the Horrible Dreams I have EVERY DAMM NIGHT - - take just ONE of last nights dreams - ->
I am at an Auction where a Business Owner has had to File Bankruptcy and has been Foreclosed On - - the Bidding Starts and this guy is a Mob/Mafia Connected Guy and every one is afraid of him and I look around and I am the only guy there to Bid in the Auction - - I ain't scared of some Mob Dude - - so I get the $1 Million Dollar Business for $20,000 Dollars (really was a dream huh???) and this riles the hide off the Mob Dude .... so I am in the building one day and in walks a Well Known Mob Hitman that Law Enforcement has tried to put in Prison several times, but he always slips away on Technicalities. His Face is Very Well known from the Press and Media.
So I see him walk in - - he does not try to conceal him self because he Has No Fear !!!!! He walks up to within about 15 Feet of me and I look into his Steely Ocean Blue Eyes and see pure Death in an Endless Sea of Lifeless Blue Color under thinning Reddish Blonde Hair - - his smile is one of Polite Contention and is silently saying, "I am here to Kill You so let's just get on with it OK and then I can go have a Cocktail and not miss Happy Hour".
He notices that YOU are not Afraid of him either and that sours him a bit, After all his reputation should precede him where ever he goes.
He then notices that I have a Handgun sitting on the ledge just inches away. His Face Changes Color but he does not lose his composure.
He goes for his gun and I go for mine, blood is flying all over the place, skin and bones exploding inside both of us and yet we keep firing and firing.
His white shirt that is under his Triple Breasted Suit complete with Bow Tie and Dress Coat that is hanging over his Left Arm, is now totally Blood Red and soaked thru with his Blood and he has slid down the wall - - I am bent over a table and gasping for breath - - while he is down and dead, I make it outside to try to get me some help - - he is NOT Dead and has gotten up and is bleeding out, chasing me thru the Snow, and we are still blasting each other into little pieces .... I finally manage a head shot that Does Drop him dead and the last thing I remember is trying to 'round a corner and holding on to a Chain-Link Fence and seeing this Teenage Black male just Freeze with his eyes as big as Moon Pies at the sight of all the bullet holes and blood - - I try to call out to him to go get me help and this is where I fall to the Snow, that is Crimson Red from my Blood and I DIE. (I live in the Uber South RobertN, it snows here Once Every Eon)
And I only gave the Highlights of the Dream RobertN - - there is an Entire Movie of the Week left to tell about it and It is ALWAYS IN TECHNICOLOR THX 3D MOFO HI-FI 20.1 DIGITAL SURROUND SOUND WITH "EFFECTS" …. And I still ain't told you much.
This is EVERY NIGHT I CLOSE MY EYES RobertN - - always Different Dreams that are so Bloody and Violent, that it is like living in Hell.
I live my past every waking hour and can't even escape it when I SLEEP.
Almost My Whole Life has been lived by Gun, Weapon, or Fist to Secure OTHER PEOPLE FROM HARM and now I am Cursed 24 Hours A Day, 7 Days a Week, 365 Days a Year for it.
People have Lived because of me and People have Died Because of me ... I have the Outer and Inner Scars that Never Go Away to Remind Me of those People or of their Ghost.
I am not looking for Pity or Sympathy - - you asked and I explained and we will leave it at that.
All I wanted is for you to understand "WHY" a little better. My "Fairy Tales" ended a LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO when I found out that There Is NO Santa Claus, because one of my Predecessors Killed Him ....
I LOVE MY COUNTRY, RobertN - - I distrust and despise my "Merry Band of Thieves" Government - - there is a difference.
By-the-Way, the Military just doubled its Psychiatric Staffing in preparations for Returning Middle East Theater Combat Vets and Stress Exposed Personnel. Viet Nam all over again …. Nennnennenne nineteen Nennnennenne nineteen (Paul Hardcastle's song '19')
AHHHHH ..... "The Messiah Cometh" .....
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